“Damodar” and “Twilight on the Tungabhadra”
By Jhilam Chattaraj
Damodar
Out of the sky-window
I see sand ribbons —
narrow and dry,
holding the lush green hair
of paddy fields —
a patchwork of man’s hunger.
This is the year of sun storms.
Heat has swollen the earth with water.
But in Bengal,
meekly flows the Damodar.
The river breathes in puddles —
eyes of a sick creature.
Rage — reduced
to thin slush routes.
Body — tattooed in floral filigree —
ink of tyres trafficking sand.
Dam-o-dar — one who holds
the entire universe in the bosom.
But where has the bosom gone?
Flat — without sediments?
Yellow sand hardens into red bricks,
fills moon craters of coal mines.
Chemicals, sewage, oil,
decay — mistimed rumors.
I see the river.
The river sees me.
Dark, fluid wreckage
weal the face of Bengal.
Twilight on the Tungabhadra
Sunless songs
descend on the Tungabhadra.
Water ripples
over stoic stones.
In summer,
the river is a birdling.
It cannot swallow
human devotion —
torn saris, clumps of hair,
squashed lemons, gather
at rocky-breasted banks —
the price of a pilgrim’s progress.
Bells from Virupaksha temple
echo through the twilight.
An elephant arrives for water-break.
Monkeys squeal at its grace.
Wide-armed trees
gurgle winds in rough throats.
Sage-souled rocks
renounce gravity — mystic levitation.
I sit stupefied.
Yet assured of fluid silence.
I see you. Your quest
for marvels in stones,
for static tunes
to anchor floating hearts.
Perhaps, you are a coracle
waiting for a boatman —
to ferry you
from your ghat to mine.
We open and fall
like nocturnal florets —
an evening of slow trance.
A blooming, blue departure
from cyber chimera —
tranquil, ceaseless, perpetual.

Jhilam Chattaraj is an academic and poet based in Hyderabad. Her works have appeared at New Contrast Magazine, Calyx, Ariel, Colorado Review, Room, World Literature Today, Room, Porridge, Not Very Quiet, Queen Mob’s Tea House, and Asian Cha among others.