“The Father I Loved”, “Canopy of Protection”, “Aggression”, and “Melbourne Cup”
By CM Pickard
The Father I Loved
wrapped in blankets,
shrouded in dusk’s weaning light
swallowed in sorrow’s hold;
like a lighthouse’s beam
shrouded in fog
where haunting memories
of conversations past
echoed in my mind
camping on golden sands
in the spring of youth,
before age decayed bones
crawling like a shell-less crab
and our last summer spent
on Rosebud’s pale shores
watching a seagull’s last flight
I blinked back tears,
propped on rocks, recalling
too late to reclaim time;
that lingual stage
where words once danced
replaced by cascading tears
while I remembered
the man, and the father I loved.
Canopy of Protection
Memories linger of strong arms,
and songs whispered near my crib
encompassed in warmth,
anchored amongst twisted
limbs curled around my cradle
like deep-rooted red river gums
shaped by fire and flood
a weathered, sturdy canopy
erected as protection
to keep adulthood’s icy winds
and the world outside at bay
Aggression
Aggression shown—the clenched jaw ticks.
vinegar laced voice berates the cashier
wincing under the hissing serpent’s spittle,
a weapon sharp as any sword
words draw tears like crimson droplets
spilling from a gaping battle wound
void of shame, a growling voice rises
while a chest-pounding ape demands his due
until scattered by the lion’s noble roar,
for no natural beast resorts to such malice
curses echo and hands cover innocent ears,
glass-doors wobble in the creature’s wake
and light shines on a young woman’s smile,
a winding line cheers—aggression trounced
Melbourne Cup
Your breath ceased in a silence
tears scorched my cheeks
while beyond pristine walls,
screaming crowds stood
before the sea of yellow roses
and eager punters placed bets
on ‘the race that stops a nation’
until ‘Rekindling’ raised hope
—a prayer unfulfilled,
for there’d be no revival,
only rose petals that droop
while you’ll soon lay buried
where embers turn to ash,
beneath spring’s green earth.

CM Pickard is a self-proclaimed late bloomer, living in Melbourne, Australia who enjoys the freedom poetry provides to explore complex themes with a raw and powerful honesty—or just have some fun. Her poetry was shortlisted in The Letter Review Prize for Poetry, is forthcoming in Soul Poetry, Prose & Arts Magazine, appeared in The Raven Review, Pineberry Literary Journal, and elsewhere.